I am a horrible mom

I swore that I would never neglect you, and I feel like I have.  I have been struggling with my eyes lately and being on the computer so I have neglected writing in here.  I finally made an appointment to get glasses, I hope that helps.

You are so cute and so fun.  Your dad thinks that I spoil you but since the day that you were born, I don't know what it was, but we have had a special bond.  Not that I don't love your siblings but I just had this connection with you right away.  You are such a good baby.  You love to be held and when you are awake and not being held you get really upset.

You have big brownish blue eyes, a butt chin, and the cutest chubby cheeks.  You have dark skin still and long eyelashes.  You like to stand up and when you do your feet tuck in .

You don't sleep through the night.  Twice now you have slept 8 hours straight which was nice, but most of the time you sleep about 3 hours maybe 4.  You sleep better if you sleep in my arms.  I know that's bad, and neither Taylee or Colton did that but I need my sleep so bad that I let you.

At you 2 month check up you weighed 12 lbs 11 oz 69%, height was 23 1/2 79% and your head was 38.5.  I asked the doctor about your circumcision because it looked like it had grown back in a few places.  He looked at them and they had so he just torn them.  I was so upset seeing you cry that I almost pushed the doctor away and grabbed you.  You bleed so bad that he had to cauterize you.  Then right after you had your shots.  It was a bad day and I felt really bad for you.  We did just like the other kids and slept the rest of the day though.

You started to laugh and coo, mostly at mommy, I don't know why.  When we start talking to you your eyes get really big and you smile.

You were blessed on the 1st of July 2012 by your father.  That day was a special day because it was also dad and I's 6 year anniversary.  We had 1:00 church and you had a lot of family there.  Your uncle Drake was married the day before so there was a lot of people still here from that.  On mom's side Grandpa Peterson came with uncle Nick, Chan, Ryan and aunt Corina and Missy.  Cousin Thomas was there too.  They came on Thursday and stayed until Monday.  We took them up too Heise to see where we went camping and just hung out with them.  Moms cousin Shaun Belliston and Cameron Boehning came to the blessing too.  The people that stood in the blessing were, Grandpa Munns, Kent Mickelsen, Spencer Riley, Chan Manning, Ryan Peterson, Shaun Belliston, Cameron Boehning, Zach Munns, Dallin Draney,and bishop Huntsman.  Corina and I tried to write down your blessing and only got parts of it.  Grandma Munns made your pants that you wore aunt Clarissa made your cute little tie and you wore a white shirt. 

Your very first trip was to Washington for you great grandmother Belliston's 90th birthday.  You traveled so well only waking up to eat then falling right back asleep.  You traveled better than your siblings.  We left on Thursday the 7th of June and stayed until the 10th.  We had family pictures while we were there and got to see lots of family.

Your second outing was camping at Heise.  We went on the 15th of June.  It was your first time at a pool, we went to the Heise hot springs.  Lets just say you hate cold water, you cried if someone touched you that was wet.

You are just so much fun and I am enjoying every second with you, stop growing up!